11th Annual National Survivors of Suicide Day A Day of Healing for Survivors of Suicide Loss Around the U.S. and the World On Saturday, November 21, 2009, simultaneous conferences for survivors of suicide loss will take place throughout the U.S. and internationally. This unique network of healing conferences helps survivors connect with others who have survived the tragedy of suicide loss, and express and understand the powerful emotions they experience.
Each conference site is organized locally, but they’re all connected in spirit as participants across the globe watch a special 90-minute AFSP broadcast together on that day. In the U.S., conference sites will show the broadcast together from 1-2:30 p.m. Eastern Standard Time and international sites will show it from 1-2:30 p.m. local time. Many conference sites plan their own local programs around the broadcast, including panels and breakout groups, all aimed at helping survivors heal.
For those survivors of suicide loss who don't live near a conference site or who find it difficult to attend in person, the 90-minute broadcast will also be available live on the AFSP website from 1-2:30 pm, Eastern Standard Time, with a live online chat immediately following the program. It will then be saved on the website so that survivors can watch it again throughout the year at anytime. For more information see the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention: http://www.afsp.org
19 heARTists explored what Day of the Dead means to them, created art in response and re-member-ing, and share it with us to celebrate this year's holiday.
The Blog Fest has lots of photos sharing their artworks. Many of our collaborators are also bereaved parents. And we have opened a Mister Linky for the event. So we invite you to do a post on your blog for Day of the Dead, too, then come to our Fest and add your link so we know to visit and remember at your place, too.
Also on the Fest post, you'll find a link to a PDF file of the free photo book from this heART collaboration. It is full of rich colors, intense details, and some of the artists added their stories of what the are and Day of the Dead mean to them. You just right mouse click on the link there to save your own personal copy of the book.
Whatever you do this weekend, be gentle with you. Tend to whatever your BEing calls out for, let your heart be tended, too. Remembering all your children as we remember our son here for this holiday. Miracles, k-
Pregnancy Loss, Infant & Child Death Awareness... Entire month of October & Candlelighting October 15th
It's a day for raising awareness and honoring the memory of the all the children we love who left this physical world too soon. There are many support resources and organization offering comfort to bereaved families now, and we wanted to take some time today to highlight what is available.
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You are invited to the wave of light. Tonight October 15th, at 7pm in your time zone, please consider lighting a candle to honor all the children being remembered today. As we each light candles across the earth, we are creating a wave of remembrance, a community that transcends all our differences. The official site for this wave of light is at: http://www.october15th.com
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Today is October 15th and the MISS Foundation recognizes "Infant and Child Death Awareness Day".
Children die around the world from many causes and at various ages. It is a tragedy that traverses culture, ethnicity, socioeconomic class, religion, and region. No one is exempt. It is a sense of grief and loss that cannot be explained or described or captured or contained. It is truly interminable.
Society's only appropriate response is to offer unconditional, loving support to these families so that one day, having been upheld and cared for, they can help another. It is the only way to truly heal, individually and collectively, from such incomprehensible suffering.
And so on the eve of October 15th, we honor all the children who died too soon, and the families who suffer in their absence.
Together, we heal, help, and, eventually, transcend our place in the world... eventually, there may be beauty from pain...
And while you are there, check out her whole blog. She's got wonderful articles and ideas for doing memorial scrapbooking and remembering rituals.
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The Sweet Pea Project offers an Art Gallery called "Beauty In the Breakdown" which hosts expressive arts pieces by and for bereaved parents. Stephanie is open to new contributions for the gallery there. You might write poetry, paint, do carvings, scrapbooking. Whatever your medium, if you have expressive art you'd like to share in honor and memory of a child who died, please click over and visit The Sweet Pea Project.
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The Delaware Grief Consortium is taking grief awareness into the month of November, too. They are hosting a Grief Arts Festival on November 8th, open to the public that day, but they also still have applications posted for submission of art to be included in the festival. Click over there and see how you can participate.
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Sherokee over at Babies Remembered and Wintergreen Press has a great newsletter issue out this month! All her newsletters are great, and they are currently offering subscriptions for $25, a discounted rate good till Oct. 31! In this issue, she includes information about her experiences in New Zealand -- I love Vicki Culling there with SANDS and have learned so much from her work! Sherokee also gives information about Dr. Peter Barr -- another one of my all time favorite inspirations who was the first to give me the lesson that, "There is no prescription for grief that fits every person's experience!" You'll find the newsletter here:
CREATIVE OPPORTUNITY: The MISSing Ingredients Cookbook Deadline Extended
MISS is creating a hard cover re-member-ing cookbook, and we need your recipes and memories/dedications in honor of your children to be a part of this publication.
The original deadline has been extended. We don’t know for exactly how long. We are excited to report that we have celebrities who are sharing their recipes and dedications AND we also have additional sponsors, which allows us to make a bigger and better cookbook! First 400 recipes and memories submitted will be published in the book.
NOTE: If you ordered your cookbook prior to this message the delivery date was expected to be in December. That delivery date has been moved to the Spring of 2010, in time for Mothers Day 2010. And 100% of the proceeds to benefit MISS!
For those of you who have already submitted your recipes and dedications in the last couple of weeks, THANK YOU!! And for those of you who submitted your recipes a few years ago, send me an email. I did receive a list of those recipes, but I want to be sure that I have yours. And if you have not sent content yet, please consider contributing to the cookbook today! There is NO FEE to submit your recipe and memory!!
1. Visit http://www.fundcraft.com 2. Enter WEB ID: 13500-09VA (a password is not required) 3. Click on "Short/cut Online" 4. Select (2) in drop down for # of parts in multi-part recipe 5. Select menu category from drop down 6. Enter Recipe Title 7. Enter Ingredients 8. Enter Recipe directions in Method section 9. Title your Memory in the Part 2 Subheading 10. Skip Ingredients section of Part 2 11. Enter your dedication in the second Method section 12. Hit Submit ***YOU WILL NOT RECEIVE A CONFIRMATION THAT YOUR RECIPE HAS BEEN SUCCESSFULLY RECEIVED**** (the software isn’t designed to provide a confirmation, if you have a question as to whether your recipe was received email: Kathy.sandler@missfoundation.org)
Frustrated, confused, it just doesn't make sense???? Email your recipe and memory to: kathy.sandler@missfoundation.org
If you are looking for Creative prompts to help you shift perspective, express what you are feeling, explore your own grief path, please check out the prompts we have:
Creative Prompt: Let go, Let go art & prompt by Kara L.C. Jones
Sometimes we have to "clean house" to clear out clutter and make way for whatever is to come next in our lives. It's not an easy thing to do. And "cleaning house" is not the same as "get over it" attitudes.
The "get over it" attitude says there is something wrong with you, a piece of you that must be defended, where often the pressure to fix this piece is exerted from outside yourself. The "clean house" attitude I'm referring to here says there's nothing wrong with anything about you nor your dreams, passions, hopes-- AND it's time to clear some head space, physical space, spiritual space to determine what is really important. The "clean house" phenomenon comes up of our own volition and FEELS GOOD!
As is my usual way, I'll make this clear by giving you a concrete exercise and then a more sweeping look at a personal experience.
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First is a very real poetry exercise you can try. This is something you can do everyday. Take a few moments in your morning to clear your head. Breathe deeply, let all the muscles in your face relax, sit in a comfortable position, and leave all your thoughts on the floor. You can pick them up off the floor when we are done, but for now, leave the buzz of your thoughts on the floor. Think only of this moment, feel the muscles in your face drop and relax. Now open your favorite book of poetry, or a brand new book of poetry, or a borrowed book of poetry. Open it randomly to any page. Close your eyes and point to a spot on the random page. Open your eyes and read the one line closest to your finger.
Read only that one line.
Read it again.
Read it out loud. Out loud again.
Now sit quietly with that one line.
Close the book. If you have time to write, do so. If not, go on with your day. Let the one line come back to you again and again throughout the day. At the end of the day, make time to write about what that line did to you during the day.
This is a concrete example of cleaning house at the beginning of the day, making way for a new line to influence and affect you, and then writing about the effect this had on you.
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In a larger way, we sometimes need to do this in our lives. I can offer only my personal story on this in order to explain it. My story isn't your story. The details are not the same for any of us. But this is my personal path with this more sweeping version of the "cleaning house" exercise.
Since my son died in 1999, my husband and I have worked hard to build something meaningful and worthwhile at KotaPress. We've worked more than double time twice over between us. We do have our sanity. We do have the awesome support of others who walk this path of grief and healing and understand the long term need for support. We do have this grass roots movement-- it's a little like hospice was 20 years ago, when providing long term care for families facing the end of a loved one's life was considered weird, novel, odd-- only we are providing support (which is not yet recognized by our society as something worth while) for the beginning of life/end of life and all it's consequences. (Side note: Sure Hallmark can make cards about the death of your pet, but gawd forbid we should acknowledge the stillbirth of a child!) By helping other parents find ways to survive after the deaths of their children, we are of course helping ourselves to find ways to survive since the death of our son. It is awesome and meaningful work. Neither of us wishes to do any other kind of work in this life time.
But that decision has consequences. It's very difficult to keep a 3 bedroom, 2 bathroom house on this kind of work. It's very difficult for family and friends who walk the traditional paths of "real jobs" with "real paychecks" to understand this choice. It's very difficult for anyone who hasn't lost a child suddenly to an unexpected death to understand the choice to fight for a kind of work that is meaningful but doesn't exactly build a retirement fund. People you love come to think you are "unstable" "irresponsible" and maybe even "in need of help so you can get over it and move on to a real job, get back on your feet." (Side note: Most people don't know that Walt Disney went bankrupt before he could make his plans for Disney work.)
Yes it's heartbreaking to hear negativity when we continue to need love and support more than we need judgment. But guess what? We have love and support from our own hearts for ourselves and the path we choose! And you know what? I've discovered that the house, the stuff, even the "steady paycheck" are not all that important. And even the "approval" of those who once meant the most to me really doesn't mean all that much anymore. I know my heart in a way that I'd never known it before my son died. And I know what I want to fight for this lifetime.
1) My marriage 2) All we've built with KotaPress 3) Continuing the legacy of Mrs. Duck 4) My continued artistic expression
I don't need 3 bedrooms for these things. I don't need STUFF for these things. I don't need friends and family with negative attitudes based in fear for these things. And so out the door goes all the STUFF! Donations, auctions, yard sales! Hooray! And with it, goes these things that once sucked energy from me. Less to move. Less to store. Less to dust and clean. Less to keep track of. Less to worry about. Less overhead. Less need to justify my life to others.
And what has this clearing brought for me? A renewal in the faith and love in my husband's eyes when he looks at me. A faith the Mrs. Duck and her message are bigger than stuff, bigger than me, bigger than the doubts of well meaning friends and family. A mobility we've wanted for a long time. We've long talked about working our "mission" no matter where we are on this Earth. Mrs. Duck speaks just as loudly regardless of the language she uses, you know.
My point here is this: I had to take all the STUFF of my life out of my head and hands and put it on the floor for awhile. I had to randomly open my heart, close my eyes, and point at the things that were left. I had to hold the question of my marriage in my hands. I had to roll Mrs. Duck around in my clear head. And when the day was said and done, I didn't want any of that STUFF that I had put on the floor. So I swept it out the door and wished it well. And now my hands and head are open to the calling of my heart.
I don't know what my heart will have me do. I don't know where it will lead. (Side note: It took Edison something like 9,000 tries before he managed to make the light bulb work. He is quoted as saying, "I haven't even failed once. 9,000 times I've learned what doesn't work.") But I do know I'll be with my husband. I do know I'll be honoring my son's life and creating a legacy from his death. I do know I'll be writing and reading and talking to people who understand or who are actually trying to understand. I do know I'll be learning from them. And, frankly, there isn't anything else in the world I'd rather do.
Miracles to you!
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About the Author & Artist Kara L.C. Jones is Grief & Creativity Coach over at MotherHenna.com.
**Sorry! Time is going so fast and I forgot entirely about doing reminders over the weekend. So this tele-training is tomorrow night.**
FREE MISS Tele-training for Facilitators, Mentors, or Moderators volunteering with the MISS Foundation. Participate from anywhere -- this is a phone training, call-in style!
Session will be held Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 7pm to 8pm (Pacific Time), use the World Clock to calculate time where you are, topic: Fundraising
You need only have a signed Confidentiality Agreement form on file with the MISS national office in Arizona.
To check your eligibility and RSVP, please email Kara or reply on Facebook, MISS Facilitator Forums, or via MotherHenna.com site. I'll message you back with call-in number and access code.
Each hour you participate on a tele-training call counts as training hours for the year!
Jizo Ceremony happening October 17th, 3 to 5pm, at Great Vow monastery, near Portland, Oregon. Free to anyone remembering a child who has died, no matter the cause, stillbirth, injury, disease, abortion, suicide. Open to all denominations, you do not have to be Buddhist to participate.
re - Member - ing, putting our lives back together in grief's wake... Miracles, k-
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